The Word from My CREATOR today is live your purpose! No longer is there any excuse to live otherwise. The motivation, the goal, the vision and the means are all there, it is now time to accomplish my mission. The Apostle Paul was very clear on what his mission was: "That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death;
Paul's mission was to know Jesus intimately, even in terms of Jesus' pain and suffering, because he cared that much about the man/messiah's life (and death and ressurection). What drives me like that? As a disciple of Christ, obviously, it should be the same, but i would not be honest if i said that it right now is. The driving focus and purpose right now is to become self-employed so that i can free myself to have the above as an option. But self-employment requires more faith and self-discipline than i now possess, so some character building is required. Lord knows i am willing if not yet ready!!